Went to karaoke tonight. The guy who was in love with me this summer isn't in love with me anymore, which is nice. And I was hoping that Mr. "I'm a man I want to fuck, send me pictures of your tits" would show so I could be all "No! Bad entitled male!" but he didn't. And yesterday I had an awkward conversation with the guy I've been mad for since ( Read more... )

Even though personal performance is helping/ has helped me come to terms with them and that I have them and that they are not a sign of weakness, they make me feel very awkward.

As do crushes. Especially serious crushes like this current one where I physically ache to touch the person and just want to scream 'I like you!' but can't because it would ( Read more... )

Hanners and I accidentally convinced the rehearsal sit-in (who is also one of the grad students who grades my papers during the school year) that I am autistic. We mentioned it during notes and his face just...I can't even think of the word ( Read more... )

Don't hurt people with my words.

Yesterday I told a friend (in a roundabout way that was actually not the point of what I was saying) that her girlfriend overreacts. She told her girlfriend, who is also a friend, and I had to have a painful phonecall apologizing about it. This was very wrong of me for various reasons. The comment I mean (even if it ( Read more... )

The boy I met/kissed/barely spoke to but gave my number to on Saturday actually called me. About an hour ago.

He wants to do something Thursday. Not sure what. He said we can 'go from there' (there being 3 o'clock after my classes are over).

I'm not telling him what dorm I live in because he doesn't have  a reference. No one at the party seemed to ( Read more... )